THE CALLING...

Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you. Because I have called, and ye refused; I have stretched out my hand, and no man regarded; But ye have set at nought all my counsel, and would none of my reproof:  also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when your fear cometh; When your fear cometh as desolation, and your destruction cometh as a whirlwind; when distress and anguish cometh upon you. Then shall they call upon me, but I will not answer; they shall seek me early, but they shall not find me: For that they hated knowledge, and did not choose the fear of the LORD: They would none of my counsel: they despised all my reproof. Proverbs 1:23-30

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25 years of my life looking for God and finding the right way... Now, the time is over...

I studied... I looked for it... but all turned-out nothing... I realized that the first way to have God is to turn at His reproof... and the rest will follow...

I believe it is the time of His calling... to follow His will and obey His laws... Yeah, He strecthed His hands for He wants me to be saved... An offer which He gave... it is only up to me if I will take His offer...

It is a matter of choosing and my path which He is my Leader and my guide...

To my God, I will not loose this opportunity that you have gave me...

Don't leave me, my God.